I'm stuck agian...I've lost my muse, and that's not good...I don't know what the heck to do... I need the push in the right direction, lately i try to do a project and can't finish what i start but then even in thye company of my friends i seem to have no passion for any thing....except ReBoot but that's not good enough... im normally a very calm person but now i seem to feel only nothing........i can't describe what this feels like... i want to move from the place im living now, and i feel oppressed by that.

I am not patient enough to do digital coloring for my artwork...I'm too lazy to upload stuff here...I don't feel the same as i did before I feel detacthed,...it is like feeling an enormous weight on my back and i can barely breathe.

I feel very lonely, even around others it's like they're not there at all...

AND NO ONE GIVES A DAMN!!!!! THEY WILL NEVER CARE! I JUST CAN"T STAND WAITING ON EVERYTHING IT IS LIKE TIME IS FROZEN!!!