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beware, there's so much cool stuff that may you may never find your way out... :P

.....and things....


blind... by shotsfiredimagedown

This photo evokes the image of a blind child, alone, afraid, and left to die. What brings to mind this image in my mind is the melting ...


KuroManga rendered in other styles!

Kiah Sabra, by Aine-eniA
Kiah Sabra colored by Aine-eniA

TiZaku by GerraFox77
Free commision: Tizaku by GerraFox77

Makiu and TiZaku, by deadrabbit13
Tizaku and Makiu by deadrabbit13

Zaku, by Gore-Font
Art Trade- Zaku by Gore-Font

Kado by Makami Kitsune:

first ever Kado by otakuchaos


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Espen Damek Kirovich
United States
Creator of KuroManga, Logic Century and other related works.
Founder of Fifth Dimension Studios, Sept. 2006.

I am stalked by FedEx trucks!!---> FedEx by rotemass

Blue Bird= WIN.

How a Blue Bird is made-->…

_America Needs Buses_

Look- it's a bus!
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|----(@)---------------\__(@) |

No matter how you look at it Synchronicity is always Synchronicity:
Synchronicity by AnneliCyambl

|/^^^^^^^^^^^^^^\ ||____
|_____ 5th-D-S _____| |||'""|'"\___,
| _dis truck is en route! |/l||__|__|__|)
|(@)(@)""""""""""""'(@)(@) -------- (@)

wanna know more about me?
read my stamps!

Fav too much - Stamp by Tadadada Stamp by wolf-wisper free by Animal-Stamp Fox At Heart Stamp by Culpeo-Fox German Shepherd Love Stamp by cloudrat Black Cat Stamp by nekojyn Love by admiral-squee DA Stamp - Peace 01 by tppgraphics Hug a Tree Stamp v2 by HippieKender I support Randomess by Dragon-of-Midnight Phoeneixes Rule by Dragon-Crusade Canada Stamp by mrslovettrules Everyone IS Equal by bradleysays Weird Things Stamp by KoRn-sTaR60291 Public Transportation by themaskedcrusader freedom by regenbogen-gedopt dA Is My HAPPY PLACE by Loulou13 Yellow Bus by Sanoon I want to ride a catbus by Taneja Magic School Bus Stamp by magicschoolbus-fans environment stamp by environment Bus Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Random Stamp: Six Flags Dance by realdeal2u4u DA addict stamp by luckylooke MARTA logo stamp by xxStolen-soulsxx I love the moon stamp by xxStolen-soulsxx Blue Bird logo stamp by xxStolen-soulsxx cosmos and unity stamp by xxStolen-soulsxx aum stamp by xxStolen-soulsxx psychedelic stamp by Seraphoid Psychedelic Zebra Stamp by pixelworlds freak Stamp by zilla774 firefox by urbanAR7 Ford stamp by MyStamps ..::Ikarus 280 - stamp::.. by Sisori-Lotusa Triple Goddess by Nxriot Environmental by Too-many-of-us Unicursal Hexagram by skinnyveestamp Wanna Stamp by agra19 Surfin Bird by Dshark Imagination by endler Fandom vs. OC by HanaKiriStamp Watch Me For Art-Stamp by lupehero38 vw bus stamp 2 by sandwedge pro Xana stamp by Knuxphntm Reality... by Steamstrike Think Outside The Box Stamp by SinMisericordia21 Transcend the Bullshit stamp by xxStolen-soulsxx Logo: FedEx by TheStampKing ReBoot Stamp Series- Megabyte by kirbykandy


Journal Entry: Sun Oct 26, 2014, 9:03 PM
I finally figured it out...

no not the Talent Search thing from the previous entry, although this does have something to do with the "dreamer/doer" part of that last rant.

I figured out why I am a "dreamer" and not a "doer"

dreams are easy and they always work smoothly and seamlessly, skipping the unpleasant parts, or glossing over them.
Reality is REAL... gritty, grimy, grim, and slimy... but also smooth, clean, bright, and wonderful!

but the fact that the negative is just as much real in waking life as positive is what scares me even when I make wonderful things happen!

I am afraid to get the things I want because I am afraid that I or some unseen force will quickly take it away!!
This is why I give up on things, change direction, and don't finish things I start!

For example, with Bluebird, I was going to fix her up like a camper and go places with her... I had a lot of modifications done(though I was far from through, I could have taken her on many adventures and didn't) but I was so afraid of hurting her that I became afraid of driving her and I let that fear drive us apart!!

This realization has brought me to a conclusion... A thought I have had before, but to this moment not understood-

No one can ever take your love away from you!
Love is something that lives inside you, intangible and untouchable, it burns brighter than any fire you have seen in your life.


Instead of focusing on fears, "what if this happens?" etc. I should focus on each emotion as it comes.
I should treasure every smile, and every tear, and relish in my humanity.

I should follow the advice I always give others, and have given myself:
"Live in the moment, NOW!"

and this includes "LOVE in every moment."
this is centering, grounding, focusing-
this is the "inner fire"
the "eternal spark"

This is purpose, power, motivation.
This is DRIVE.

Trust in Love, trust in life.

---would you believe me if I told you, that this was inspired by knowing Zen?
of course you would, if you know me...
It was a machine that taught me how to be HUMAN.
(my life is a paradoxical world)

  • Mood: Eye Candy
  • Listening to: Dead Can Dance
  • Watching: YOU
  • Playing: Mind Games
  • Eating: dirt
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola

How do you carry cash? 

7 deviants said i'm broke...
6 deviants said fat wallet
2 deviants said in mah pocket
2 deviants said credit cards!!
1 deviant said money clip


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I would like to purchase some of my fellow deviant's wonderful prints...

Point commissions are open by MariaKoch

what do you get for...?

1 point- a sketch of your choice

5 points- chibi w/ or without colour.

10- b/w complete drawing/ ink

15- complete drawing with shading/depth

20- complete drawing with colour- or full background.

30- full colour/full background

35- psychedelic painting/ drawing w/ colour

50- "mixed media" painting/collage.

I can draw pretty much anything with, or without a reference.

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